Better known as Dosti, yari, dostana, yarana and what not! People portray as true friends, best friends, underwear friends, childhood friends, chat friends, phone friends, Orkut friends, Facebook friends, Office friends, School friends, hometown friends, professional friends, family friends, Girlfriend ke friends, Boyfriend ke friends, friends of friend and bla bla bla!
Since my childhood I have been hearing this – A friend in need a friend indeed. We make friends unknowingly, some people are very choosey when it comes to be friends, and some people are friends to everyone as if they have to assume all philanthropy in this world. No matter how long the list you have, you will be talking to a very few regularly. You spend more time with some friends and on the contrary you avoid people at any cost though you proudly identify them as good friends in public.
Let me take this opportunity to understand the concept better, though I have referred to multiple dictionaries and I conclude that there is something a book can’t teach you but you have to define your own meanings based on your personal experiences. So here I am with lot of unorganized and abstract thoughts on Friendship.
What is a Friend? Or rather who is a friend? The first person you want to meet on a Friday evening!!! Friend = Fri + End = Friday + End = Fri + Day + End. If I take out the day from Friday, what remains is the Friday evening. So the first name that comes to your mind while packing your bags to call it a week on Friday evening is definitely a friend. I can bet on this with 3 sigma accuracy!
Who else is a friend? I guess somebody who takes a step off the track towards you from their regular course; somebody who has time for you even though life is running short; somebody who can wait for you; somebody who makes you feel safe and secure; somebody whose presence makes a difference! There is no limit to list the qualities of a friend.
Then who is not a friend? The question was difficult to me to answer and I have thought over it hundreds of time till I got exhausted. Rather it is easy to answer, to whom I am not friends with? Yes and all those people to whom I am not friends with are definitely not my friends as the very principal of friendship is based on mutual satisfaction. It’s easy now to figure out to whom you are not friends with (by just answering the questions … Who else is Friend?). But still the list is not complete. There can be people whom you are friends with but they still might not! How to define that set? Again try to answer the questions … who else is friend? It completes the list.
There are some relationships that go Beyond Friendship. I use to believe this but no more. Friendship is the most basic kind of relation and demands nothing. If I go for a beyond friendship relation with someone, it brings in more expectations, constraints and demands. So the beyond friendship kind of relation is actually below friendship. I don’t deny the kind of attachment, care, responsibility it brings in. But still if you examine broadly these are actually constraints. So Friendship is a bigger ship while Love is a lifeboat! If I decide to get on to a lifeboat, I may be heading far from my bigger ship. I should take an informed decision before getting on to a lifeboat, as the lifeboat has tendency to go away from the ship. Lifeboat demands your attention to drive it, it’s a call one needs to take as per ones priorities!
Why do I need friends? Well If I am on life boat I will not care for the ship! You cannot be on lifeboat forever, something or the other will bring you back to the ship. If you are lucky you may get to choose to keep the lifeboat on the ship or in the worst case you are forced to choose one! You can venture out in ocean for a ride on the lifeboat but the chances to cross an ocean on lifeboat are zero. Still it feels good to drive away from the ship cutting the blue water under the blue sky!
In the ocean you got to get back to the ship. But why at all board the ship? Why I need friends? I don’t have an answer but let me try to understand to whatever extent I can. We are evolved from animals. In principal if I have to differentiate animal from humans I will say animals can’t control their temptation and desires whereas humans being social and cultural tend to control things in public. But how long they can control? Not forever! The animal instincts that we have can’t be resisted and will come out sometime or the other. They just look for the right environment. My society will never provide me that environment. I need to lookout from my shell. That’s where I see a need to board the ship!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
To my Honorable Wife …!
I was just sharing my thoughts at the tea table today evening. I got a horrible dream the night before. I saw myself relaxing in a chair in the sun one fine morning in winter. I realized I was engaged and my family was all busy with the planning and arrangements for my marriage which is scheduled after a week. I was lost in my own world thinking over post marriage routine and responsibilities. Something at the back of it was moving me a lot. I was somehow not satisfied with my decision to go ahead with my to-be life partner. Future looked dark minding the expectations I have. I was stuck to call off the wind as it seemed too late to light the torch. Frustration was mounting and depression was swallowing me!
I got up with a jerk and for a minute I was too occupied to catch hold of my breath. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and whispered to myself… Thank God I am still single!
The fear of getting married; the uncertainty that surrounds you with the thought of unexpected surprises will prove nothing better than a bunch of compromises, Compromise at the cost of independence, at the mercy of togetherness, for the sake of partnership, with the promise to commitment. It will bring in burden to overload you physically, mentally and even emotionally. For everything you plan, you act, you aspire, and you will be forced to think of 2, place for 2, room for 2, path for 2 and it goes on and on!
The fear to miss the train; if not now then when? It’s going to happen sometime then why not get prepare to pay the cost; at least you will have the head start to minimize it. From here begins the quest and search for the best. You never know what you need as it’s the first time you are heading for it and it always works that way. You discuss with friends, read books, analyze it in and out but there is no limit to it. You are tired, you go out to relax, you see some new face and again the question, Is she the one? And by the time you are done with your coffee you have analyzed all the faces around there!
Fears apart, I know I will be a good husband. I am assured I will take care of her and its going to happy married life. The overconfidence that boosts my capability to keep anyone happy makes me rethink, what if I won’t get the share of my happiness? So the quest and the search for the best is well justified!
I got up with a jerk and for a minute I was too occupied to catch hold of my breath. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and whispered to myself… Thank God I am still single!
The fear of getting married; the uncertainty that surrounds you with the thought of unexpected surprises will prove nothing better than a bunch of compromises, Compromise at the cost of independence, at the mercy of togetherness, for the sake of partnership, with the promise to commitment. It will bring in burden to overload you physically, mentally and even emotionally. For everything you plan, you act, you aspire, and you will be forced to think of 2, place for 2, room for 2, path for 2 and it goes on and on!
The fear to miss the train; if not now then when? It’s going to happen sometime then why not get prepare to pay the cost; at least you will have the head start to minimize it. From here begins the quest and search for the best. You never know what you need as it’s the first time you are heading for it and it always works that way. You discuss with friends, read books, analyze it in and out but there is no limit to it. You are tired, you go out to relax, you see some new face and again the question, Is she the one? And by the time you are done with your coffee you have analyzed all the faces around there!
Fears apart, I know I will be a good husband. I am assured I will take care of her and its going to happy married life. The overconfidence that boosts my capability to keep anyone happy makes me rethink, what if I won’t get the share of my happiness? So the quest and the search for the best is well justified!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Whatever Happen, happens for Good…!
Life is Good says LG… Death is also Good says Sunil!
CBSE board, 6th standard, English book, some chapter, there was a story about a king and his minister. The minister was a strong believer of ‘Whatever happen, happens for good’. The king got hurt in an accident and the minister gave the explanation that it’s for some good. The very next day king was caught by some people in the jungle but was spared from being sacrificed as he was injured. The accident saved king’s life!
I was very much moved by the incident and there is a reason for that. I hesitate to take decisions and let the things go as they are going. I prefer a situation where the sequences of events are defined. It’s tough for me in case I am required to decide the next event. Because of this easy go nature I tend to believe in the Title.
On the other hand I also believe that nature has its own way to reward and punish. It allows the movements (flexibility to take decisions) to a certain level and once the threshold is reached, it will no more give you a chance to choose. Things will be forced on you my nature, and then when the storm settle down it will let you free again to take your own decisions. The correction will always be there. So whatever you decide today there will be a correction tomorrow as the path is defined, there is a unique 1 to 1 mapping between individual and destiny, and it can’t be defied.
On the contrary I wonder why the word ‘bad’ came to existence if everything is good and for good only. May be I am missing out on certain aspect of life which teaches one the functions to convert Good to Bad and Bad to Good. Or is it the cause effect relation that covers my thought freedom to identify the bad. It may be the case that I never plan for future, so whatever I come across is a surprise and I am too optimistic to call it Good or too afraid to accept it in the name of Bad. How can I deny the very existence of the wheel of fruits which cycles from good to bad and bad to good? Am I too human to see the bad or I am too animal to greed for the good!
I feel it’s the way of reacting to the natures call. Situations demand you to take it, circumstances imposes it on you. Good and bad are like 2 glasses, Black and White. Sometimes you are placed to put on White glass and at other times the black one. Some people are more comfortable with one glass than another. Some people are superstitious about White Glass and never want to try the black, and say … Whatever happens, happens for GOOD!
CBSE board, 6th standard, English book, some chapter, there was a story about a king and his minister. The minister was a strong believer of ‘Whatever happen, happens for good’. The king got hurt in an accident and the minister gave the explanation that it’s for some good. The very next day king was caught by some people in the jungle but was spared from being sacrificed as he was injured. The accident saved king’s life!
I was very much moved by the incident and there is a reason for that. I hesitate to take decisions and let the things go as they are going. I prefer a situation where the sequences of events are defined. It’s tough for me in case I am required to decide the next event. Because of this easy go nature I tend to believe in the Title.
On the other hand I also believe that nature has its own way to reward and punish. It allows the movements (flexibility to take decisions) to a certain level and once the threshold is reached, it will no more give you a chance to choose. Things will be forced on you my nature, and then when the storm settle down it will let you free again to take your own decisions. The correction will always be there. So whatever you decide today there will be a correction tomorrow as the path is defined, there is a unique 1 to 1 mapping between individual and destiny, and it can’t be defied.
On the contrary I wonder why the word ‘bad’ came to existence if everything is good and for good only. May be I am missing out on certain aspect of life which teaches one the functions to convert Good to Bad and Bad to Good. Or is it the cause effect relation that covers my thought freedom to identify the bad. It may be the case that I never plan for future, so whatever I come across is a surprise and I am too optimistic to call it Good or too afraid to accept it in the name of Bad. How can I deny the very existence of the wheel of fruits which cycles from good to bad and bad to good? Am I too human to see the bad or I am too animal to greed for the good!
I feel it’s the way of reacting to the natures call. Situations demand you to take it, circumstances imposes it on you. Good and bad are like 2 glasses, Black and White. Sometimes you are placed to put on White glass and at other times the black one. Some people are more comfortable with one glass than another. Some people are superstitious about White Glass and never want to try the black, and say … Whatever happens, happens for GOOD!
Monday, October 20, 2008
The Good, The Bad and The GREY…!
It’s the nature that creates and got to destroy, that’s the only way it works. Somebody said – Everything is ‘Nashwar’, others added a time dimension to it and say ‘Shanbhangur’. ! People with materialistic mindset will always suffer with the natures hit; I too belong to the class. Welcome to the world of Brands, Profiles and the late Lehman Brothers!
Well today’s my Birthday and it feels good to see myself writing. Let me take this opportunity to define the Good, the Bad and not to forget ‘THE GREY’! I take the liberty to make a little assumption here, if I want to see the gray, of-course I can. Demit I need to open the eyes to see, it’s that simple. To keep things simple for me, my father taught me only green and red lights, later I grew up and explored the amber shades. So I understand it needs maturity to feel the so called Grey.
When I get a chocolate for free, I feel Good! When Jimmy snatched it, I feel Bad! What about I have finished half the chocolate and I didn’t like it much, but I am still hungry and them Jimmy came and snatched it. I can choose to feel many ways depending upon the spur or moment (The mindset):
I feel cheated – Jimmy snatched it from me
I feel hungrier – I don’t have something in hand to eat
I feel ashamed – I didn’t shared it with Jimmy on my own
I am satisfied but angry – the chocolate was not good
I pity on Jimmy – the chocolate was not good
I feel like laughing – waiting for jimmy to have a bite
I have no complaints - I have my share and god saved me from it
I don’t feel anything, I forget it – I got to play football right there {this one is my favorite!}
Grey are not the shades of white and Black. If I believe that they are, I am for sure under illusion. The 5 senses (touch taste hear speak see) are well guarded by White and Black pillars. Grey is like sixth sense that you got to look out for, it’s not from your mother’s womb!
I just got to open my eyes to see! It’s that simple!
Well today’s my Birthday and it feels good to see myself writing. Let me take this opportunity to define the Good, the Bad and not to forget ‘THE GREY’! I take the liberty to make a little assumption here, if I want to see the gray, of-course I can. Demit I need to open the eyes to see, it’s that simple. To keep things simple for me, my father taught me only green and red lights, later I grew up and explored the amber shades. So I understand it needs maturity to feel the so called Grey.
When I get a chocolate for free, I feel Good! When Jimmy snatched it, I feel Bad! What about I have finished half the chocolate and I didn’t like it much, but I am still hungry and them Jimmy came and snatched it. I can choose to feel many ways depending upon the spur or moment (The mindset):
I feel cheated – Jimmy snatched it from me
I feel hungrier – I don’t have something in hand to eat
I feel ashamed – I didn’t shared it with Jimmy on my own
I am satisfied but angry – the chocolate was not good
I pity on Jimmy – the chocolate was not good
I feel like laughing – waiting for jimmy to have a bite
I have no complaints - I have my share and god saved me from it
I don’t feel anything, I forget it – I got to play football right there {this one is my favorite!}
Grey are not the shades of white and Black. If I believe that they are, I am for sure under illusion. The 5 senses (touch taste hear speak see) are well guarded by White and Black pillars. Grey is like sixth sense that you got to look out for, it’s not from your mother’s womb!
I just got to open my eyes to see! It’s that simple!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Easy to Forgive... Difficult to Forget…!
Today I stand up and look back, I hardly see an enemy. Then I close my eyes, I see all the wars!
Before getting deep into it let me understand what I am getting into and how deep I can go.
I hold of Navneet’s neck with my left arm and banged it against the wall. I was angry! I banged it once again, and then once again. But the intensity decreased every time I bang it as I see him helpless and my nerve cooling down. Navneet some 5.5 feet talk, good built, energetic and reserved kind of person. He pissed me off by kicking my chair in the classroom, not once or twice but at least 20 times. Actually it was not him but the influence of others which make him did that and others were having a good laugh out of the situation. He realized it was not him the moment I banged his head and no one came forward to rescue him, he was helpless, thoughtless and ashamed. I was sorry, angry and afraid of others but yet I was filled and calm. I forgave him the very next moment and it was easy!
I banged my car against the White Mountain. I was running short of time and was preoccupied with my economics lessons, cold war with the landlord, credit crunch, and chat with a sweet lady on yahoo messenger. I did knew that I was followed by a car (number 5) and it was about to hit me if I don’t accelerate as it was suppose to overtake to win the race. I was pressing hard on the up arrow key with my middle finger and missed out the sharpness of the turn ahead. I could have made it if I was not informed about the car behind me and its intention (which I have learned as I was playing this game over a period of time). Had it not been late in night and if I was not preoccupied with happening throughout the day, I could have still made it. I failed to forget things which I wanted to while playing the game, it’s really difficult!
Time as I understand it never stops. It’s an independently flowing variable affecting number of tangible and non-tangible things. It influence source of energy, nature, state of matter and what not. It also reflect on the behavior and attitude of a person, it decides the intensity and volume of hormones released in one’s body to respond to an external stimuli, and this dependency can vary with the term considered for the analysis.
If I consider a fairly short term (a week or 2) for the analysis of the responses from my brain, the parameter like Forgiveness does not vary. It’s difficult to forgive a person or action that is from yesterday. It takes time to heel up wounds and it may take it little more to buy the fact that the wound is healed. As I increase the term for my analysis to fairly long term (over an earth year), Forgiveness start sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of those wounds in real time. If I further increase the term for my analysis to very long term (over 5 years or 10 years for a serious wound), the parameter Forgiveness tends to infinity and transforms to a new parameter called Forgetness. I can safely define Forgetness as a constant with respect to time when Forgiveness tends to infinity for fairly long term. So now I can say Forgetness does not vary over a time of 5 to 10 years (when actually Forgiveness tends to infinity). I will still remember the accident I had been through before 10 years (assuming I have not lost my senses and I was matured enough at the time of accident).
Let me further increase the term of analysis to 25 years or 40 years. I don’t have the real time data to conduct this analysis as I am only 27 years old now. But still I propose a hypothesis to explain the theoretical case. Now with this term Forgetness starts sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of the accident itself in real time. Over a horizon of 25 years I tend to remember only critical accidents. If I further increase the term to 60 Years, ideally speaking Forgetness should also tend to infinity with time. But the very existence of human species denies accepting the outcome of this analysis. I can’t think of a person who actually has forgotten all the accidents from his life (assuming he has not lost his senses and he was matured enough at the time of accident). So with this I can safely state that Forgetness follows parabolic relation with time. It increases with time and after a very long term (more than 25-40 years) it tends to a constant value ([Y]2= 4ax). It never attains infinity.
Let me compare it with time-distance relation to better understand the results of my analysis:
Time = Time
Life = Distance
Forgiveness = Velocity
Forgetness = Acceleration
The Human life is very short to achieve an infinite Acceleration (Forgetness), that’s why it’s Easy to Forgive but really difficult to Forget, theoretically impossible in lifetime!
Before getting deep into it let me understand what I am getting into and how deep I can go.
I hold of Navneet’s neck with my left arm and banged it against the wall. I was angry! I banged it once again, and then once again. But the intensity decreased every time I bang it as I see him helpless and my nerve cooling down. Navneet some 5.5 feet talk, good built, energetic and reserved kind of person. He pissed me off by kicking my chair in the classroom, not once or twice but at least 20 times. Actually it was not him but the influence of others which make him did that and others were having a good laugh out of the situation. He realized it was not him the moment I banged his head and no one came forward to rescue him, he was helpless, thoughtless and ashamed. I was sorry, angry and afraid of others but yet I was filled and calm. I forgave him the very next moment and it was easy!
I banged my car against the White Mountain. I was running short of time and was preoccupied with my economics lessons, cold war with the landlord, credit crunch, and chat with a sweet lady on yahoo messenger. I did knew that I was followed by a car (number 5) and it was about to hit me if I don’t accelerate as it was suppose to overtake to win the race. I was pressing hard on the up arrow key with my middle finger and missed out the sharpness of the turn ahead. I could have made it if I was not informed about the car behind me and its intention (which I have learned as I was playing this game over a period of time). Had it not been late in night and if I was not preoccupied with happening throughout the day, I could have still made it. I failed to forget things which I wanted to while playing the game, it’s really difficult!
Time as I understand it never stops. It’s an independently flowing variable affecting number of tangible and non-tangible things. It influence source of energy, nature, state of matter and what not. It also reflect on the behavior and attitude of a person, it decides the intensity and volume of hormones released in one’s body to respond to an external stimuli, and this dependency can vary with the term considered for the analysis.
If I consider a fairly short term (a week or 2) for the analysis of the responses from my brain, the parameter like Forgiveness does not vary. It’s difficult to forgive a person or action that is from yesterday. It takes time to heel up wounds and it may take it little more to buy the fact that the wound is healed. As I increase the term for my analysis to fairly long term (over an earth year), Forgiveness start sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of those wounds in real time. If I further increase the term for my analysis to very long term (over 5 years or 10 years for a serious wound), the parameter Forgiveness tends to infinity and transforms to a new parameter called Forgetness. I can safely define Forgetness as a constant with respect to time when Forgiveness tends to infinity for fairly long term. So now I can say Forgetness does not vary over a time of 5 to 10 years (when actually Forgiveness tends to infinity). I will still remember the accident I had been through before 10 years (assuming I have not lost my senses and I was matured enough at the time of accident).
Let me further increase the term of analysis to 25 years or 40 years. I don’t have the real time data to conduct this analysis as I am only 27 years old now. But still I propose a hypothesis to explain the theoretical case. Now with this term Forgetness starts sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of the accident itself in real time. Over a horizon of 25 years I tend to remember only critical accidents. If I further increase the term to 60 Years, ideally speaking Forgetness should also tend to infinity with time. But the very existence of human species denies accepting the outcome of this analysis. I can’t think of a person who actually has forgotten all the accidents from his life (assuming he has not lost his senses and he was matured enough at the time of accident). So with this I can safely state that Forgetness follows parabolic relation with time. It increases with time and after a very long term (more than 25-40 years) it tends to a constant value ([Y]2= 4ax). It never attains infinity.
Let me compare it with time-distance relation to better understand the results of my analysis:
Time = Time
Life = Distance
Forgiveness = Velocity
Forgetness = Acceleration
The Human life is very short to achieve an infinite Acceleration (Forgetness), that’s why it’s Easy to Forgive but really difficult to Forget, theoretically impossible in lifetime!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I am not Educated …!
Well… I am finally writing for myself, or I am just trying to convince myself that I can be educated!
I sometimes feel that I am leading my life on few basic instincts, I watch things, I feel things, I listen to things etc. It never appeals me to read, write or speak until and unless it’s required or pulled out of me from an external source of energy. I don’t remember when the last time I read a page for myself or written something for self. Just knowing how to read, write and speak sounds literate enough but way far off from being educated. Being educated signifies once genuine interest to read, write or speak. I guess that’s what the mother of innovation and creativity is, that’s what differentiates the human race, that’s what makes you feel filled and satisfied, it helps to understand the world and creates a favorable surrounding for joyful existence.
I often wonder how I kill my time if I am not doing anything for myself. It’s enough to spend 8hrs (33%) a day to struggle for existence, to earn a living, then what next? I can just recall myself lost into past or future looking for solutions to the problem which never existed or will never exist. I spend time guesstimating what’s happening in outside world though the facts are available but I have no interest to look out or to verify my guesstimates. I make lot of assumptions and come up with my own theories to understand the news I hear from this world. I define things in my comfort zone. I spend time acting as a hero in my own fiction being directed and played in my own brain, the word of dreams!
I am very good with numbers but worse when it comes to prioritizing the tasks I need to finish in a given time period. It may be due to my indecisive nature or maybe I don’t have a right orientation for practical approach to life. I do make a logical or physical list of actions to be done and I also set the priorities for the same. When it comes to doing what I observe is I finish all the tasks related to external world but when it comes to tasks I need to do for self I tend to delay in action or postpone the items or in the worst case will hide myself away from the case giving false explanations. I have spent half of my life while just getting literate. I was never interested in getting educated but the system has imposed this on me. I have always taken books as are only required to clear exams. I keep most of my books very safe and secured. I have preserved the books but lost the knowledge as it expires if not renewed periodically. Today I am literate by choice but educated by force. Though I enjoy problem solving and analyzing complex scenarios, it gives be nuts and bolts if I get to work on 2 things in parallel. I play very defensive when it comes to delivering an output. I do lot of planning and spend some time to note down point’s for which I need to revisit my deliverable. It never appeals me to actually revisit my own alerts once I am done with my output.
Now I have written something for myself today and it feels good to read it. I know what I need to do to fix it. Somebody has said when nothing is working for you just get up and start walking. Today as I write this page with 600 odd words I literally feel as if I am walking and getting some fresh air to boost my energy levels. I knew I am not educated, I also knew Why I am not? But now I believe I have done something today and taken a step ahead to start my education in real sense.
If you start today, it’s never late. If you plan to start tomorrow, it’s never comes!
I sometimes feel that I am leading my life on few basic instincts, I watch things, I feel things, I listen to things etc. It never appeals me to read, write or speak until and unless it’s required or pulled out of me from an external source of energy. I don’t remember when the last time I read a page for myself or written something for self. Just knowing how to read, write and speak sounds literate enough but way far off from being educated. Being educated signifies once genuine interest to read, write or speak. I guess that’s what the mother of innovation and creativity is, that’s what differentiates the human race, that’s what makes you feel filled and satisfied, it helps to understand the world and creates a favorable surrounding for joyful existence.
I often wonder how I kill my time if I am not doing anything for myself. It’s enough to spend 8hrs (33%) a day to struggle for existence, to earn a living, then what next? I can just recall myself lost into past or future looking for solutions to the problem which never existed or will never exist. I spend time guesstimating what’s happening in outside world though the facts are available but I have no interest to look out or to verify my guesstimates. I make lot of assumptions and come up with my own theories to understand the news I hear from this world. I define things in my comfort zone. I spend time acting as a hero in my own fiction being directed and played in my own brain, the word of dreams!
I am very good with numbers but worse when it comes to prioritizing the tasks I need to finish in a given time period. It may be due to my indecisive nature or maybe I don’t have a right orientation for practical approach to life. I do make a logical or physical list of actions to be done and I also set the priorities for the same. When it comes to doing what I observe is I finish all the tasks related to external world but when it comes to tasks I need to do for self I tend to delay in action or postpone the items or in the worst case will hide myself away from the case giving false explanations. I have spent half of my life while just getting literate. I was never interested in getting educated but the system has imposed this on me. I have always taken books as are only required to clear exams. I keep most of my books very safe and secured. I have preserved the books but lost the knowledge as it expires if not renewed periodically. Today I am literate by choice but educated by force. Though I enjoy problem solving and analyzing complex scenarios, it gives be nuts and bolts if I get to work on 2 things in parallel. I play very defensive when it comes to delivering an output. I do lot of planning and spend some time to note down point’s for which I need to revisit my deliverable. It never appeals me to actually revisit my own alerts once I am done with my output.
Now I have written something for myself today and it feels good to read it. I know what I need to do to fix it. Somebody has said when nothing is working for you just get up and start walking. Today as I write this page with 600 odd words I literally feel as if I am walking and getting some fresh air to boost my energy levels. I knew I am not educated, I also knew Why I am not? But now I believe I have done something today and taken a step ahead to start my education in real sense.
If you start today, it’s never late. If you plan to start tomorrow, it’s never comes!
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