Today I stand up and look back, I hardly see an enemy. Then I close my eyes, I see all the wars!
Before getting deep into it let me understand what I am getting into and how deep I can go.
I hold of Navneet’s neck with my left arm and banged it against the wall. I was angry! I banged it once again, and then once again. But the intensity decreased every time I bang it as I see him helpless and my nerve cooling down. Navneet some 5.5 feet talk, good built, energetic and reserved kind of person. He pissed me off by kicking my chair in the classroom, not once or twice but at least 20 times. Actually it was not him but the influence of others which make him did that and others were having a good laugh out of the situation. He realized it was not him the moment I banged his head and no one came forward to rescue him, he was helpless, thoughtless and ashamed. I was sorry, angry and afraid of others but yet I was filled and calm. I forgave him the very next moment and it was easy!
I banged my car against the White Mountain. I was running short of time and was preoccupied with my economics lessons, cold war with the landlord, credit crunch, and chat with a sweet lady on yahoo messenger. I did knew that I was followed by a car (number 5) and it was about to hit me if I don’t accelerate as it was suppose to overtake to win the race. I was pressing hard on the up arrow key with my middle finger and missed out the sharpness of the turn ahead. I could have made it if I was not informed about the car behind me and its intention (which I have learned as I was playing this game over a period of time). Had it not been late in night and if I was not preoccupied with happening throughout the day, I could have still made it. I failed to forget things which I wanted to while playing the game, it’s really difficult!
Time as I understand it never stops. It’s an independently flowing variable affecting number of tangible and non-tangible things. It influence source of energy, nature, state of matter and what not. It also reflect on the behavior and attitude of a person, it decides the intensity and volume of hormones released in one’s body to respond to an external stimuli, and this dependency can vary with the term considered for the analysis.
If I consider a fairly short term (a week or 2) for the analysis of the responses from my brain, the parameter like Forgiveness does not vary. It’s difficult to forgive a person or action that is from yesterday. It takes time to heel up wounds and it may take it little more to buy the fact that the wound is healed. As I increase the term for my analysis to fairly long term (over an earth year), Forgiveness start sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of those wounds in real time. If I further increase the term for my analysis to very long term (over 5 years or 10 years for a serious wound), the parameter Forgiveness tends to infinity and transforms to a new parameter called Forgetness. I can safely define Forgetness as a constant with respect to time when Forgiveness tends to infinity for fairly long term. So now I can say Forgetness does not vary over a time of 5 to 10 years (when actually Forgiveness tends to infinity). I will still remember the accident I had been through before 10 years (assuming I have not lost my senses and I was matured enough at the time of accident).
Let me further increase the term of analysis to 25 years or 40 years. I don’t have the real time data to conduct this analysis as I am only 27 years old now. But still I propose a hypothesis to explain the theoretical case. Now with this term Forgetness starts sloping upwards indicating irrelevancy of the accident itself in real time. Over a horizon of 25 years I tend to remember only critical accidents. If I further increase the term to 60 Years, ideally speaking Forgetness should also tend to infinity with time. But the very existence of human species denies accepting the outcome of this analysis. I can’t think of a person who actually has forgotten all the accidents from his life (assuming he has not lost his senses and he was matured enough at the time of accident). So with this I can safely state that Forgetness follows parabolic relation with time. It increases with time and after a very long term (more than 25-40 years) it tends to a constant value ([Y]2= 4ax). It never attains infinity.
Let me compare it with time-distance relation to better understand the results of my analysis:
Time = Time
Life = Distance
Forgiveness = Velocity
Forgetness = Acceleration
The Human life is very short to achieve an infinite Acceleration (Forgetness), that’s why it’s Easy to Forgive but really difficult to Forget, theoretically impossible in lifetime!
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